A bit over 3 weeks ago now, my little cat, Sam was run over. He was such an adventurous little spirit, always on the move, visiting all his neighbourhood friends (he had a better social life than i did!) It had crossed my mind that sometime in the future he may get himself into trouble on the road. But it still doesn't prepare you for the sadness, flatness and that horrible feeling in your stomach when you realize that little member of your family is not coming back. I am lucky that my little boy, Harry is probably still a bit too young to understand the concept of death...though i did talk to him about it. His big question to me when i tearfully explained what had happened was....'when you found him, Mummy, was he really flat?'....
He was a one in a million cat, with a massive personality...i think he actually thought he was part dog: following us to Harry's preschool last year, yes right in...he had to meet the kids. Following us to the shops, the park, to school, even to last years' neighbourhood New Year's Eve party (no fireworks, loud music or crowds bothered Sam-he was the last to leave!) I am only just beginning to stop looking for him when we pull up in the driveway or think that i can hear his meow when i peg out the washing. The house is very quiet without him.
I really wanted to 'capture' Sam's great big personality in some drawings...but initially, it didn't come easy (as i think i just felt too sad when i thought about him)...but i think my little 'illustration tribute' below sums Sam up. We loved you Sam and we miss you heaps.
I still miss my cats. That is a lovely tribute Julianne. And a great illustration.
ReplyDeleteJulianne, this is a BEAUTIFUL tribute to Sam. It really looks like he had a wonderful and fun life with all of your love. Your illustrations are gorgeous (as usual) and really made me smile and imagine the part-dog Sam in one of his adventures. It is awful to lose such a good and close friend. Last year I lost Bruja... a lab dog that arrived to our home when she was only 8 days and stayed with us for over 18 years. She was our best friend and we (mom, dad, and sister) miss her so much. She was (and will remain) another member of our family, and she will always be in our hearts, just like Sam in yours :)
ReplyDeleteIt always leaves a big hole when a pet dies. Love the tribute you have done. Kx
ReplyDeleteThank you Esther, Majo and Kathryn! Majo, that would have been sooo hard to lose your Bruja after 18 years...you are so right, i think their little spirits stay with us, thank you for your lovely comments :)
ReplyDeleteJulianne this is such a lovely tribute to Sam. I'm very sorry to hear of your loss. And what a great personality he had. Pets are just the best. xx
ReplyDeleteAwwww, so sad and so sweet. Sometimes when they are so special it is frightening but they die young. Sam will always be with you. Your illustrations of him are just fab :)
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